The Road to Teaching

I've got that feeling again.

It's like I'm pregnant with an idea...
or a story, or some news,
but I'm not sure what it is.

I wish I could share it,
explain it, or say it, but how?
if I don't know what it is?

It's that feeling of restlessness,
anxiety and excitement all at once.

And I wonder if, maybe,
It's the joy of the Father,
birthed and shut up in my bones!

So I must let it out! I don't want it to
rot from unuse
and produce bitter fruit.

I must let it out!